Postpartum

I’m almost 6 months postpartum. I dealt with PPD about since I gave birth. 6 weeks I denied it, I finally got help & got put on Zoloft to help. It helped but then not even a month into it, I realized wouldn’t have insurance for the next refill, so I stopped taking it. I’m now almost 6 months & it’s coming back really bad & I don’t know how to feel okay again, I’m struggling... I feel like I’m drowning...