Loss of memory and detachment?

When I get really pissed off I black out and feel like I’m not myself anymore, I feel detachment from my own body. It’s like I’m not connected in my body. I just feel out of my body. And when I’m mad I feel like my vision or something is zooming in and like my body is about to let loose I don’t know how to describe it. Then after a rampage or something, I black out for a few seconds and forget what happened. Does anyone know what this disorder or something is? If it helps somehow, I also have anxiety and depression..