BFN AGAIN!

Catherine

I seriously don't think I can take another bfn!! My heart hurts so much!! 11 years of on and off ttc. Almost 2 years with my dh. Too long!! I just wanna be a mommy! Is that too much to ask?!?! I'm so sick of being on the sidelines watching everyone having babies!! My bff is pregnant with her 2nd and I want to be happy for her but it's near impossible! Sorry for the long pointless post, just needed to vent after takin a neg test...