End of everything

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It was too beautiful to be true.i got pregnant from my 4 th embryo transfer. I was happy and the came the thing I feared a lot: blood.

I went to the er and the embryo was fine. One week later the same thing: blood, er , embryo fine and shows a beautiful heartbeat! We got to see 3 times the heart of our precious child.

I had to stay home for 5 weeks and it seamed to get better! I reached the end of the 9th week and the at the apointment my world ended: the heart of my baby stoped.

I was hurt, mad and in pain. I am still crying every day. It was my 3rd mc but this one was the worst. After 4 years of ttc. 6 rounds of clomid , 2 <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> and 4 Embryo transfer, it ended again.

I am alone.

All that left: leaking breasts, blood, my little bump.