Dreamed I had triplets

Dreamed I was pregnant. And I had already had a scan & knew it was triplets.

(Kinda scary bc I’m on femara & have had other ppl tell me they dreamed I had twins- ppl who don’t even know were ttc)

Anyways. I was so happy. I haven’t gotten a bfp in a year of trying. But this is our 2nd medicated cycle.

The feeling of knowing I had babies in me! But before I could tell my dh... (why would I already have a pos test & ultrasound & not tell him yet lol) I reached down bc I felt something wet.. & it was blood. I was losing my triplets.

I am 11 dpo. My temp was down today. Usually it doesn’t drop until 15 dpo when af arrives. So assuming I’m out. Not even gonna test this cycle.

Just felt so good to have a bfp.. even if it was in my dreams :)