I've been stabbed all the way up and down the spine.

They thought they was finally successful but I was still in a lot of pain. I could lift both my legs fully up in the air.

So they put me under, got baby out with a few complications but all is safe and sound.

But now I can't pick my legs up and i'm crippling pain far worse than contractions.

I have no idea what's normal.

My leg, back and obviously scare ache.

I still don't know if I'm peeing blood or if it just the normal blood mixed in with pee.

It's pure red.

I was on so many drugs for less pain yesturday and they're currently giving me paracetamol 😭😩😩