Wht am I ?

So I watch all different kind of porn like straight porn lesbian and stuff like that but recently I’ve realised that I only watch the porn for the girl like she’ll have to be hot and moan a lot and stuff and I’ll have to cum with her.

I’ve only ever had boyfriends in rl. But I’d be scrolling through my explore page on Instagram and see this really pretty girl and think dam she is so hot but I’d stop myself and keep scrolling but then I’d come back to it and just be like fuck. I’ve seen girls in the street and thought there were pretty and stuff but am I just admiring them in a straight way or I’m I thinking I wanna fuck them.

I’m just very confused at the moment and I’ve recently watched everything sucks and I think I have a crush on Emilien. She has such big tits.