Beginning To Lose Hope 😔

Courtney • •Momma to a 7yr old beauty👩🏻 & an Angel Girl in Heaven 👼🏻 •StepMom to two amazing kiddos 👦🏻👩🏼 •14 months of TTC & Rainbow Boys due Jan 2020 🌈 🌈

Coulda swore this was gonna be my month. It was our first month with a round of Clomid. We had sex everyday that the doctor told us to and I tracked my ovulation with strips. I felt like I was pretty on top of things this month and that it just had to be our month.

I even came down with a nasty cold and snotty/runny nose and of course I looked it up on the internet about colds during your tww and everywhere I read said, it was a good sign you could be pregnant. Plus I had a few other symptoms that were making me think that maybe I was pregnant. Hot flashes, sensitive nipples, tired, light cramping in my uterus area.

I just took this test this morning with fmu. I’m 11 dpo and I know every body is different, but it feels like most girls tests I see on here, who are that many dpo, you can see the faint line. So I’m beginning to lose hope that this is our month😔, as I don’t see a second line on my test.

I’m suppose to get AF on Saturday (April 20th). But I plan to test with a digital that morning, if she hasn’t shown yet.

Ugh. Just, when will it be my turn again?? My daughter (who is 7) really wants a sibling...