I don’t know what to do other than stop trying. I can’t do this anymore. Hats off to those who have been trying longer than me because it is truly emotionally draining. After the third negative test this month and AF due in 2 days I’m done testing.

I’ve considered going on birth control again but every time I even consider it to my bf he gets really sad and let down. I don’t know what to do anymore I feel defeated and like a huge failure as a woman. I can’t do try anymore for my own emotional sake