I knew I was pregnant and I saw the baby more than twice via ultrasound but it's really happening. It just hit me like a ton of bricks I laying down and BOOM. Something was like you do know this baby is coming right??!?. I had been very stressed out about things in my life meanwhile the baby is always fine. So the little fella is coming and I am not prepared one bit for him no this isn't my first child or my second. I wouldn't say I was denial I can't really explain it. I was trying to tell my friends about how I feel and they didn't get it. Maybe I am crazy who knows?!? I just know I have to eliminate and process some things for my new bundle of joy. Also, I keep shutting out his father when he's trying to be a father. I really need to get my act together to be completely honest. Anyways this is something like a Rant of some sort. Positive remarks please I don't need any negativity I have enough already thanks in advance