I Lost My Baby...

Jocelyn • Happily married to my HS sweetheart 💍 TTC for almost 5 years. PCOS. 👶🏽 🌈 Baby Lee in Heaven 4/16/19🤰🏽24 years old 💕

After 2 weeks of enjoying my little bean, receiving so many comments from all you lovely girls on here, and telling my family. I suffered a miscarriage yesterday. I really have to say this is the most painful feeling I’ve ever felt in my life. Losing something that my husband and I finally created after trying for 4 years is just gone! When I tell you I’ve never cried so much in my life, I have never cried this much. The first thing that ran through my mind was “why me God!?” I was finally blessed with my little miracle and it just gets snatched away so quickly. Something positive that came out of being pregnant for just this 2 weeks is that my family and I finally spoke after months of not speaking or really getting along. Another thing that was positive was that this was probably THE best 2 weeks of our lives. But all I can do now is keep my faith, focus on myself and my marriage, and try again when the time is right and when we feel that we have healed. I’m going to put it out into the atmosphere right now. I WILL BE PREGNANT, I WILL HAVE A HEALTHY 9 MONTHS, I WILL HAVE A HEALTHY BABY AND WE WILL BE GREAT PARENTS. 👨🏾👶🏽👩🏽💕