THIS IS SOOO HARD!!! TTC OVER 40 WITH FIBROIDS!!!!

Hey everyone!! I am so new to this.. Its ridiculous!! 😂😂 I have never posted before but have read 100s.. OK 1000s😅 of posts

and been so encouraged on the different experiences and stories!!! So just a quickie on me.. I am 45 and diagnosed with Fibroids 6 years ago Eughhhhh😣.. Had some of those suckers taken out in 2014 but they are back as of last year and causing crazy heavy periods.. Like CRIME SCENES yall!!! Now that I've been married a year.. Took me awhile to be Blessed with the perfect husband.. Like literally he takes my breath away .. (Day dreaming....!) 😍😍😍.. OK I'm back hahahah we have been TTC for 7 months no BFP.. Had a chemical on Cycle #1😔.. Had an ultrasound on Monday to confirm exactly where these aliens were and if they are impacting implantation as I think they are (I can feel implantation symptoms every month we are TTC.. But AF shows up!!! Dangit!!).. so will know next week for sure if fibroids are impacting my lining!!! But in the meantime I'm holding onto every bit of FAITH as I know God has got this!!!!! I know I will have twins (yerrrr been praying it up and putting it out there as that would be a dream come true!!!!) my husband is soooo supportive which is great!!!! So the reason for my post today... I'm currently 10dpo.. My bbt chart has been on a rise which it hasn't been like for last cycles!! I am literally too scared to got test as only 10dpo and don't want to be disheartened especially with dip in temps today!!! What do you guys think???? I have been getting AF symptoms.. Also has anyone been TTC with fibroids??? Would love to hear from you!!!!

Mainly lower back pain and cramps!! Really praying for a BFP 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤️❤️❤️