VENTING

I am the mother of two beautiful children I recently have admitted to myself and the rest of the world I am a recovering alcoholic (1yr 2 months sober) thanks to finding out 2/14 (last drink) I was pregnant at the time also had gastric sleeve surgery in 2016 (so I hardly looked pregnant til 8 months finally showed) arrested for my third dui on 2/11 raised my baby til 6 weeks old and was incarcerated for 4 months completed a program and released to home confinement currently home with both my children STILL SOBER... DCF (DEPARTMENT OF CHILDREN AND FAMILIES) was called social worker was misinformed when had C-section to make sure was sober and not drinking during pregnancy (drug/alcohol tested through out pregnancy & after all negative) DCF worker visited before Incarceration was going to close case when child's father violently beat me with infant (week old) in his arms and in same room so original plan of him caring for our child while incarcerated (GREATFUL) flow out the window so back up plan family member raised both my children during my four month Incarceration father has extreme mental health issues (dignosed with Schizoaffective disorder) before Incarceration he always felt our child wasn't his so due to the domestic violence protective order was placed against him to keep us safe explained to him he couldn't be around and also that I DID NOT WANT to continue to have a relationship with him I would send him pictures of his child from time to time just so he could have somewhat of a part in his child's life (whom he does love greatly) despite his behavior and actions sooooooooo the reason to my venting/rant is yesterday he called wanting to video chat his child child was asleep so he proceeded to wanting to talk to me spoke to him to be friendly (against my better judgement) and conversation went left were he pretty much said Congratulations the baby is all yours and I want nothing to do with the child from here on out which I Know him so we'll that I Know he is going to call/text something and HONESTLY I WOULD LIKE SOME ADVICE ON HOW TO SHUT HIM OUT without feeling like I'm being a spiteful baby mother and KNOW I am protecting my child and myself..... THANK YOU IN ADVANCE ( YOU MAY FORM YOUR OWN OPINIONS OF MYSELF AND SITUATION I DONT CARE I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT A GREAT MOTHER I AM DESPITE MY STRUGGLES IN MY LIFE AGAIN THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY)...... 👏💯✔️💪👩‍👦‍👦👩‍👧‍👦👩‍👧‍👧 🙌✌️🤗🤩😍😲🙈🙊🙉