Well looks like I'm not aloud to have feelings and emotions.

Everytime I try to talk to my mom about how I feel, she gets mad at me.

I tried to tell her that I'm upset that her, my dad, and my sister, my whole family is going on a trip, that I asked to go on a month prior. Obviously any normal person would be upset over that. But guess what, she got mad at me. Like I cant even want to do something. Her reasoning was that I was making her feel guilty, like um? It's not my fault that you feel guilty for doing something that you should feel guilty for.

Yesterday I tried to tell her that I feel forgotten about, because everyone's doing all these things, and planning all these things, and in not included anywhere. I'm told I cant go. I tried to get my moms attention because I'm trying to apply for school, and she just disregards me, and completely refuses to try to help me. She got mad at me last night, and turned around and said that clearly she did too much for me since I feel this way. And her parents never helped her do anything, she was completely alone, and her parents went on trips and left her behind everytime. So like okay, I'm not aloud to be upset over something, and I'm not aloud to ask for help. Got it.