I want to but he doesn't

Esme • I am just a 20 year old who LOVES being open about intimacy, sex, love, kink, dbsm and any other related subject.

This is just a bit of a vent lmao.

I am 100% switch.

I like being submissive but also dominant.

I love it when instead of me sitting on his lap he is the one who sits and grinds on his own. It just gives me a feeling that I can take advantage of him.

I wanna try pegging any day in far future, but he has refused me a lot and it makes me a bit upset that wemight not be able to try it since I like to experiment a lot and try out everything that the bdsm community offers.

Edit: I don't push him into it.

I never do

I am not asking for advice into making him do something he doesn't want to.

I was just venting of how one of my dexual fantasies may not happen.

That is all.