Virgin

So I’m a Virgin and I’ve been wanting to save myself for marriage because I want sex to be with someone I love and I feel like sex is a gift God gave us for marriage, but I’ve been talking to this guy for a while now and he never pressures me to do anything I don’t want to but I can’t stop thinking about letting him take it. Idk...the Christian in me says no but the college girl in me says wth 🤷🏻‍♀️ I know he wants to but it’s definitely just bc he’s a guy who likes sex 😂 and also he says I’m “foreign” (I’m half Korean) which is just...not a good reason to have sex with someone but also he’s soo hot and he’s actually a good guy. He’s also made certain comments that make me feel like he doesn’t want to date me unless he knows he’d get sex but he’s too kind to outright say that.