So I’ve been thinking recently. I know I’m asexual but it seems like there’s something more to that. I want to experience sex at least once to check it off the bucket list and I wouldn’t be opposed to having sex with a romantic partner if that’s what they wanted. (Yes, that still means I’m asexual. Asexuality is about not feeling sexual attraction, not your willingness to make love) But I also wouldn’t be opposed to having sex with a girl. Like I’m not attracted to them romantically or sexually, but then with guys I’m not attracted to them sexually either (I’m heteromantic). I want to have sex with both genders at least once just to know what it feels like, but wouldn’t want an actual relationship with a girl? Idk it just seems like everyone has a solid grip on their sexuality and label and I just don’t know what to call myself. Does it even matter?

Edit: I don’t feel comfortable responding to

comments as I’d like to keep this anonymous but yes, I do feel orgasms. People tell me because I do, I can’t be asexual but that’s not true. I masturbate out of boredom or to relieve stress. But I still have never felt sexual attraction to anyone or anything