Trying to conceive

Melina • 22 ; been ttc for 5 years now. Unfortunately we had a miscarriage on December 1 2016 👼🏻
So im kind of getting depressed i been ttc #1 for about 4 years and i have pcos i did take my first round of clomid and now im just waiting to take a pregnancy test but im kind of scared to take it because im so used to it being negative that I don't want to see it like that anymore. Ive also gained about 10lb in the past 2 months which is not good just so much going on and i have no one to talk to about this except you guys and my fiancé