I finally made it🥰

I’m sorry this is long but please bare with me. I have an amazing testimony I would love to share with you all.

This time last year I was grieving the loss of my son. March 14 2018, my world changed for the worst. I was diagnosed with incompetence cervix at 17 weeks pregnant with my son. At 18 weeks it was getting shorter. By then I was prescribed progesterone pills to insert. I was told no more ultrasounds and only vaginal cervical checks. Surprisingly I was treated as high risk and I hadn’t had my cervix checked since my last ultrasound at 18 weeks. Now 22weeks pregnant, I have an appointment my cervix still not checked was told every symptom was “normal” but it wasn’t I was in early labor. The next day I started stopping went to triage and was told I was fully dilated. No time to prepare my mind that day I gave birth to my son 13oz 11ins. I had him cremated.

Fast forward a couple months later in the end of July I had a chemical pregnancy which broke me because I got a positive pt on my edd with my son. I gave up I said it’ll never happen for me. My birthday is on Aug 14, that day I made I prayer to have my own bundle of joy. 6 days later I had a vivid dream I was 4 months pregnant and happy. It felt so real I jumped out my sleep to test and there it was a positive test. I was pregnant for real this time.

April 16 2019 I had a normal 38 week dctr appointment. I was high risk my whole pregnancy I had a cerclage placed in at 23 wks and it was removed at 36 wks. After that I stayed at 1cm and I thought I’ll never have my baby. At my appointment I was told my bp was high then I got sent to triage. I was 38w2d.I was at triage and my bp was up still. They didnt feel comfortable sending me home so I got induced that night. At first I was given a foley balloon to soften my cervix, and it didn’t work. Then I was placed on the highest dose of pitocin and I still felt nothing. I finally reached a 4 and my water was broken after that ALL HELL BROKE LOSE!!!! I felt every contraction and my epidural was not working. Those contractions were the worst. After being in labor for almost 24 hours and not making any progress I had a csection and on April 17 2019 at 38w3d I become the mom to a healthy beautiful baby girl. I’m so blessed. This time last year I thought my life was over after losing my son, not knowing God had big plans for me🥰🥰 IM FINALLY A MOM!!!

Don’t mind me looking crazy lol I just had a baby