2nd month of trying here we come!!

Hubs and I have 2 beautiful Irish twins, our boy is 5 and our girl is 4. Found out in April of 2018 we were expecting our 3rd peanut, then May 2nd we had a confirmed miscarriage and then ironically on what would have been my due date from my miscarriage December 6th we found out we were expecting again. We decided not to tell our families because we wait til we had confirmation from the Doctor before we announced, we just considered it our early Christmas present! Well my first apt baby was only measuring 5 weeks and 5 days should have been 8 weeks at that time. Our doctor said she wasn’t worried because I probably just ovulated later than text book said I should have and come back in 2 weeks. Well the following week I was at work and started spotting but it stopped and everything seemed fine but I could the dr the next morning and they wanted to see me that morning for a ultrasound and baby still hadn’t grown any. Our doctor said that she was concerned but still wanted to give me time and to come back the following l week on my regular apt and we would go from there. Well at 8 that evening I lost all hope because I started cramping badly for about 2 hrs and then went to the bathroom and lost everything.😭😭😭 We kept the apt and had to stare at another blank screen that once showed our lil angel 😇.

I hope and pray that we can get a positive test soon and have a healthy pregnancy and baby.