Every single time 🙄

I’m 21

I just lost my virginity in February, but since September, I’ve been doing things with the same guy (finger me and play with me and stuff). We’ve been together 3 times (2 for sex and 1 for foreplay only)

Whenever he would finger me for a while, my entire body would go numb and I couldn’t feel anything in my arms or face, but when we have sex, it doesn’t feel that way.

Does anyone else experience this?

I try to control my breathing, but I always have to ask him to stop cause I can’t feel anything