Acceptance that my baby isn't here yet

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And she doesnt really NEED to be. I'm just impatient and so is my boyfriend. Im due in 6 days and since 37 weeks ive spent hours googling the same old stuff about naturally inducing labour and what my every symptom means, convincing myself labour is close. Ive walked, had sex, ate pineapple, spicy food, bounced around, rested, not rested and loads more. And i hated hearing "baby's come when they are ready"

Ive finally came to peace with it, i need to stop forcing it.

No matter what she will be here by may the 4th, as my hospital induces a week after due date if no baby. So even if she isnt here in 6 days. 13 days max isnt that bad!! Im gonna cherish the time i have with just me and my boyfriend before there's 3 of us. Its all gonna change massively forever soon. We're gonna have our daughter the rest of our lives. So yeah she will come when she's ready :)