Do you ever wonder if your SO secretly judges you based off of how much you eat?

I'm a little on the heavier side especially since giving birth to our son. My fiance barely eats. He maybe eats one meal a day and will occasionally snack throughout the day. He eats so little and I'm the type of person who likes to eat breakfast lunch and dinner with an occasional snack. I feel so weird that I'm looking for something for breakfast or lunch and hes not even hungry. It seems like I'm judging him based on how little he eats but I don't care as long as he eats when hes hungry or whatever but I wonder if hes judging me based off of how much I eat throughout the day compared to him 😳 It may just be because I'm self conscious of my body and weight as of recently which I'm working on (eating healthier and working out) but I dunno, I just feel so weird eating lately.