I feel suprisingly calm this cycle.....

So I went for a pap smear Monday with a new dr and I discussed the fact that since my mc in june i haven't gotten pregnant yet and I have been tracking everything, bd like crazy and still nothimg....he was so nice and supportive it was awesome he explained that my body may not be back to normal yet and functioning the way it should be after the mc but he was convinced this cycle it should start to regulate and my chances will be better! Anyways its weird but I feel totally calm this cycle...since my mc I have been frantically trying to get pregnant and tracking everythimg now I'm still doing bbt but I already have a plan on which days to bd and I haven't started my opks yet in fact I may not start at all I may just let it be what it is like everyone says I should....anyone else feel super calm or is it just me?