So yesterday I lost my dad and my best friend..

I saw him everyday and had an unbreakable bond with him. My heart hurts because I saw him before he went to bed and he was fine then died in his sleep. One day he’s here and the next he’s gone.

My heart hurts and nothing feels the same . The worst part is people tell me he will always be here but yet I can’t feel him...

Has anyone gone through this and how did you handle it.

I’m 19 and this is my first close loss