Ok so yesterday I did my weekly belly pic as usual I’m gonna add it in to the end of this but after I posted it my mom texted me “please tell me your not gonna do those stupid belly pics the entire pregnancy they’re just trashy and it’s so embarrassing” I wanted to cry all my life my moms cared more about her appearance than her own children and it really sucks but that one just hurt I mean we’ve lost 4 baby’s this year trying for this one so each week we make it to is such a blessing and so exciting and it hurts to be kind of put down for sharing our joy. When I found out I was pregnant we had a bad scare I bled from 4 or 5 weeks all the way till 9 or 10 weeks so it was a scary time. In the beginning I asked for unspoken prayer requests on facebook cause I know my mom she’d flip if I posted that early about the baby but I decided we needed as many prayers as we could get so I went on a long fb rant basically saying ok look the unspokens have been about this and we need your help praying for baby. I literally felt I had to tell her before I posted it and I hated that but I did and she didn’t talk to me for a week and still talks shit about it. I guess I just wanna see is she right is this trashy is there anything wrong with the pic I posted all I said with the pic was we’re finally 12 weeks meaning we’re only 1 week away from the second trimester your heartbeat stays around 160 and mommy’s craving ice cream and pickles we love you so much already baby