Frustrated.

Two days ago I had a bleed scare at exactly 7 weeks. Went to the doctor, had an ultrasound, blood tests, etc. Baby is fine and healthy, but since I had to do that they decided to cancel my 9 week ultrasound. They wouldn't let me hear the heartbeat, I got one photo that just looks like a splat, and I'm just so frustrated because that just ruined how I wanted to tell my family. I just needed to rant I just like want to cry. Now I have to wait until 20 weeks to see baby again. But this is little baby, jellybean with a pulse.