TMI... SEX

I haven't had sex in 8 months

I have a high sex drive and no matter what I do, I can't pleasure myself. Tbh I really don't know how to... sad af but it's true.

Sex isn't just sex for me, the physical contact is great.. I love it but its the mental and emotional connection I do it for; a dick shaped toy and two fingers can't replace or imitate those intimate feelings.

It got so bad to the point I'm thinking about f*ckin on my ex...

Any...way

Just please, if you have any advice let me know I'll just be waiting like