My husband and I are coming up on a year for TTC. This past cycle I started having symptoms I never had with AF. In fact I never really get cramps, ever. Around 8 dpo I felt left sided pain in my uterus. I was really excited. When I experienced breast tenderness I was sure I was pregnant.

We have taken every advice in the book to increase fertility. I use preseed, chart my temps, follow glow closely, check CM, etc.

Today I got AF two days early. It was the first time I cried during this process. My husband has been a great support but I'm still heart broken. I'm afraid I've waited too long.

I don't know why I've posted this I'm just so frustrated and I needed to get it out. I'm a very private person and I feel so alone. I'm so tired of hearing "stop trying and it will happen". If I can't get pregnant on purpose what makes you think it will happen on accident?

I suppose it's back on the horse for next cycle.