My boyfriend of almost 5 years broke up with me tonight and I feel like such a mess. I want to keep trying to work it out. I know we can. College has just taken a toll on us both. I just wish it wasn’t this hard. I don’t know what to do my friend said to give him space and I’ve been. All I wanted was him to communicate with me and then he started saying that I deserved better and I can’t even explain how frustrated that makes me. We had planned to move in together after college but now I don’t know what I want to do anymore. I always had a bunch of plans but he was always part of those plans and I feel so devastated. It just feels like bullshit