Hi, I'm wondering if anyone has been through similar and could offer me some advice please.

I had an emergency c section in 2017 was told could have more children afterwards but less nearly impossible to get pregnant, fast forward to September 2018 I had a miscarriage and really struggled to come to terms with it, a few weeks later we found out I had caught straight after and we was having our rainbow baby, all has seemed to go fine and I'm now 27 weeks, although yesterday I had a consultant appointment and got told everything that could go wrong in pregnancy I'm high risk of due to having prom and premature labours on my boys in 2013 and 2017, but that I also have an inverted t scar and I'm at risk of rupture and needing a hysterectomy. All of that I can come to terms with, but I have also been told I'm high risk for a still birth, has anyone been told this and everything been ok? How have u coped as I cant stop crying and panicking that I wont bring my baby home :( sorry for the long post and thanks for reading if you got this far.

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