I don’t mean to sound petty or ungrateful, I just need to vent somewhere so please no rude comments. 💛

I’m the type of person who tries to make sure my close family’s special days are celebrated, even if it’s something small like dinner & cake at my parents or siblings house and having family game night. But I’m the one always doing the planning and getting my immediate family together to celebrate. Like Father’s & Mothers Day, birthdays, anniversaries. But no one ever does it in return for my birthday or wedding anniversary etc. if I don’t plan something for myself, it’s just another day unnoticed. Which is fine, it’s been like that for me since I was a child (birthdays) I plan celebrations for others bc I enjoy making their days a little special and they don’t go unnoticed.

My husband’s 25th bday is in June, so I’m already planning a surprise family & friends picnic for him! My 25th bday is in August, I’m sure it’ll be just another day like usual 🤷🏻‍♀️

Also this year was my husband’s and i’s first wedding anniversary in April, and I got him a card and a few small gifts. & I got....nothing. Well my first Mother’s Day is coming up, I’m a new momma to twins! I told my husband I’d like to at least spend the day as a family, & just go to the state park or something cause I’m just excited 😊. He said “I have to work” (it’s his 2nd job, part-time) which I get but, he just took off work a few weeks ago for his coworkers gender reveal party. So I called my parents to make plans for my mom & thought it’d be nice to celebrate with her since I’m now a mom too, & they already made other plans for that day. Welp... it’s okay, I will be at home with my precious boys, appreciating my tiny little loves 💛

I usually just shrug it off...but this year its starting to kind of hurt a bit cause there’s exciting things happening this year 😕