Stubborn Baby

Had my 36 week appointment today and got to see our sweet little boy still in transverse position 🙁🤦🏻‍♀️ He had not moved from his spot since last month. So my doctor and I talked and weighed the options and I was told to call back with my decision. My husband, thank goodness I have him, calmed me down and said it’s not the worst thing. Our baby is healthy and happy in his breech position. We talked and I called to let my nurse know we will be electing the scheduled cesarean.

I am having to face one of my biggest fears of having a major surgery and it’s okay because I will have my rainbow. I let my amazing HR lady know today and she was so awesome in just letting me vent to her about this irrational fear that I’m going to die on the table. I find out next week when I get to meet my stubborn baby!