Every time I get in bed and relax I feel every single weird thing from soaked panties Drs oh it's normal ..me ok

Baby directly on cervix and putting loads of pressure on butt I felt her head.. Drs oh it's normal.. me ok

Me everythings fine I am gonna make it to my due date ..hmmm what's this A HAND.. hospital 2hrs away oh no 😅 lol I'm just Soo scared I'm not gonna know she's just gonna DELIVER her self at the wrong time please understand I'm stressed and fed up with this crap I don't feel safe her sister would have slipped out but luckily she was too big to fit so it took 13hrs active labor @5lbs

Her sister is following the same steps so are the Drs they said oh your gonna make it to 40w ...I don't think so after 3kids I feel every right to be worried only bc she's 3lbs 😒 and again the hospital is 2hrs away I'm already uncomfortable driving 2mins so 2hrs 😵