Currently pregnant with our third child, I was not happy when I found out. I feel like a jerk for saying it but after my first two I was quite content to just have them, then our little surprise happened. I’ve been struggling with it since I found out, was finally starting to accept it. Well we found out what we are having the other day and my heart broke, we have two boys and I was so hoping for a little girl...it’s another boy and I’m crushed. We struggled to conceive our first two, and I feel so bad feeling like this about this baby. What am I going to do 😭