Weekends are not my happy days
I have spent the last two days sleeping all day and pushing people away. In depressed and usually are when I have nothing to do and have to spend two days alone with my thoughts.
I dont want to be awake, thinking...
I love my friends but were so different, I have 0 reasons to live, I'm numb and dont feel any bond with people.
I have problems having a serious relationship, I never feel happy with what I have, I attract the wrong people and push away the ones who want to be with me.
Nothing fills my emptiness.
And I rather be distracted with work than having to think about shit that's never going to get better.
I might never have kids, husband, long lasting friendships.
I feel mentally disabled
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