Connecting to ur higher self 👁

I use to smoke a lot of weed before i got pregnant. Maybe like 3/5 blunts a day & i use to be so aware of situations, myself & ppl i knew. After having my daughter i took a few hints off a joint & just started reflecting & i get so overwhelmed with how much i understand, why a person acts the way the do, how i was a rude to someone earlier & how i should’ve handled it, everything just makes sense to me.. does this happen to anyone else? Is anyone else connected to their higher self?