I can't 😔

It's hard for me a lot of days. I wake up, and feel like staying in bed.. not moving. Everything in my life these last 6 months has been done purely to keep myself busy in an attempt to keep my mind of things. 3 jobs, working myself to the bone, then just back to sleep, in hopes I never think of a specific person, or how much pain I feel inside, or certain memories when a song pops on. How hurt I am, and how much people have hurt me.

I feel like I can't keep going with my life. It's too much, and I feel so alone. No friends in the state I live in to talk to or get an occasional hug, I just feel more lost and empty than I ever have..