Opened up *just sharing*

So the birth control I am on has really caused me mood changes and now even led to depression for me, I felt like I didn't belong.

And well I had been struggling to open up to my SO about it (idk why really I just felt ashamed and scared) I talked to my therapist and also my mom and she told me that everyone is here to support me and not be ashamed (she is recovering from severe depression ) and i know my SO would support me no matter what and today I finally did it. I told him everything and he just said I should've told him sooner so he could've been there for me on my bad days.. I love him and I just couldn't bring myself to tell him for whatever reason until now

I'm still struggling so much, everyday has become so difficult to get through when I have no motivation but I've been pushing through especially for my daughter. I'm obviously getting off this birth control and getting the help I need because I need to be good for my family.

I don't know I just needed to say this all somewhere for myself, even if its anonymous..