Anxiety during sex

I’m 7 1/2 months pregnant. Anyways my husband is uncomfortable having sex with me during my pregnancy. I respect that and don’t push because he shouldn’t feel pressured to do something that makes him uncomfortable.

At the same time I’m having trouble. He tells me I’m beautiful and sexy and touches my body still. Though I’m combating feelings of animosity towards him even though I know he’s still attracted to me.

In the beginning I wanted him so badly and was so frustrated, but like I said I didn’t push I just accepted no as an answer and took care of myself alone. As time wore on I learned to turn my sex drive off completely and have managed to forget about sex.

Except my husband wants to tease and play and I wish he wouldn’t turn those feeling back on but I feel bad saying no.

Honestly I don’t want to go through allowing myself to get aroused and him deciding he doesn’t want to like he has so many times in the past. We have had sex three or four times in the last seven months. Mostly him just needing release from being overly horny. The last time (2 months ago) I had to fight back tears from start to finish. Plus I was afraid to tell him I was uncomfortable and needed to change positions I was afraid if I did he’d not want to finish.

Now I’m wondering what our sex life will be like after our son is born. He doesn’t really want to talk about it. So I’m really beginning to believe it’ll be more of the same.

Thoughts?