Hello!

So, 5 days ago I started exclusive pumping. I didn't like breastfeeding from the start, because Liam was always really fussy and active during. I know, not a serious reason, but I want to be calmer (and I hope it will make him calmer too). Lately he started bitting me all the time time and I couldn't stand it anymore. So, after 7 months of mostly breastfeeding (sometimes my milk from the bottle and for 2 months solids at times), I'm starting my, or I could say, our, journey of pumping! I use two different pumps at once and a tight DIY pumping top 😂 my husband actually told me to pump, because he saw how frustrated I was. Now he is joking all the time about me being a cow (in a, I know it sounds weird, sweet way. Still annoying at times 😂). But he supports me in it. At first we noticed that I was producing small amount of milk, but we worked on it and still working and it is much better. The only thing is that I have a high attention baby, screaming and screeching half of the day and I feel super lonely, confused and sometimes even paranoid when my husband is not at home. But that's another thing. 😢 I don't have my family here to help me, they are in different city (except my mum that works same hours as my husband). Few 'friends' left me, some I still have, some new ones and mums, but I feel antisocial in the same time and I don't want to see anyone. Sorry, went off top. When I start to write, I really start to write... 😂 Anyway, hello!