Feeling like an awful person

My NIPT results came in yesterday and we picked them up in an envelope to be handed off to my sister for a gender reveal in two weeks (his parents are out of town until then or I would have definitely had the reveal this weekend). I made the mistake of logging into my patient portal and caught a peek at the results for a brief second so while I’m not 100% sure of what I saw, I have a really good guess. Been trying to convince my husband for us to go out for a nice dinner and find out just the two of us and still do the gender reveal for family but he’s insisting he will wait another two weeks. I feel awful that I think I know what it is and he won’t know for a couple more weeks. Even more awful because I’m pretty sure it’s not the gender he was hoping for. 😔

Edit:

I told him I looked. We moved the gender reveal to tonight so he can find out with family ASAP. Then I went and opened the paper to make sure I grab the correct color cannon for tonight and it’s the opposite of what I thought I read online - turns out they didn’t post that result online and I was reading something else. Lmao I’m so dumb I could have still been surprised with him but fucked it for myself again.