This is getting frustrating

Kaylee • Mama of one little girl 💞

Had my 38 week appointment today and absolutely no progress... cervix is soft but not dilated at all. Babies head is to the side and not in the position to enter the canal at all. I’m due May 22nd and now we’re not talking about making an appointment to induce until May 30th so I could very well go to 42 weeks. My May baby might be a June baby at the rate I’m going... I’ve honestly lost hope that my body will be able to have this baby without any help. I haven’t even fully lost my mucus plug just bits and pieces... I’m really feeling depressed, alone, and like I’m not good enough to do what I’m supposed to do naturally. I see all these other posts on here where people are having their babies, or they’re making progress and it’s just discouraging at this point. Don’t get me wrong I’m so happy for those of you who have healthy babies, and those who are making progress, it’s just irritating to me that my body isn’t doing what it needs to do. On top of that I’m getting tested for preeclampsia for the second time this month because my swelling is so bad. Something has to give...