I feel bad...

I’m 19 weeks pregnant and it’s my first pregnancy I’ve wanted to be a mom since I was a little girl and have a wonderful husband. Which I have a boyfriend who is my whole world but I don’t feel connected to my child yet. I mean I’m over the moon about being pregnant and so happy to meet my little baby but I don’t feel connected as I should be to my growing baby and belly. I rub my belly and I can feel kicks and rolls but I just don’t feel like I’m becoming a mom.