I do not usually post but I need to vent and dont have anyone to vent to.

My husband and I have now been married for 8 months. We both want kids, are ready to conceive but our journey will not be as easy as most. I dont get a regular period (havnt had one for almost a year). I am in the process of seeing a doctor and figuring it out but its long waiting time for it all.

The problem right now is that its normal in our culture to be married and have kids a lot younger then we are so there is a lot of pressure on us. Everytime there is a family gathering of some sort people bring up children and ask when we will have one and always go on about. I constantly see my cousins and sisters being moms to there kids and here I am not even sure if i can conceive. My husband parents especially want grandchildren and since my husband is there only hope to have them I feel a lot of pressure. I dont wwnt to disappoint. I just wish I could explain what we are going through but it's almost like I'm embarrassed that I have some sort of problem. I just wish it could be easy for us and get everyone off our backs. I want a child so badly and have for a while but wish ppl would stop reminding me that it's our time to have children because I know it is but just cant conceive when I'm not ovulating.

I really hope the doctors help me more soon and that I will be Able to have a baby of my own.

Vent over