How much is enough ? Especially if you aren't asking too much.

I had this beautiful dream I was with someone who didn't lie to me or hide things and help with income and or at least didnt complain and shit all the time or blow shit off till it becomes a problem. Ugh point is I had this dream and woke up and the cat had peed on my bed my man was still disappointing and selfish in a lot of ways and I can't shake this horrible lonely and hopeless feeling.