I’ve just got in a new relationship and I haven’t really had a boyfriend in a loooooooonnnngggg time like years and so the concept that I’m not single anymore is foreign to me.

I’m so happy with my man I wouldn’t trade him for anything but is weird that it’s almost like I have to wake up and remind myself everyday that I’m no longer single

Like I think about him first thing but then it like hits me that I’m in a whole ass relationship and I want monogamy but it’s just like this new concept to my brain and body I that I need to adjust to. I feel just disgusting for being this way because I care for him soooo much but like I have been alone on my own for so long Like I’ve just been my single being not having to worry about anyone else but now I’m so happy to have but also kinda feel like this morning for my single self

Is that weird?