I have never loved someone or felt like I really wanted to be with a person. For years I was waiting for the right guy to lose my virginity to, but at the age of 21 I have up. My friends all have had sex and stated that sex was no big deal. So I did it to get it over with.

Every time I have sex i feel nothing. I have never had an orgasm. I don’t really find most people attractive; in the sense that I would like to fuck them. It’s I’ve never enjoyed sex. Then I started thinking maybe I am a lesbian. Like I do think girls look way better than men but I can’t see myself enjoying it

I think about sex a lot it’s just Im not comfortable to do it unless I’m intoxicated or not sober. I just think it’s sad to live a life where you’ve never enjoyed an orgasm.

Any advice?