I dont think my husband loves me anymore

The end of 2018 is when it got bad for us. Really bad. Dont want to go into details. But I almost left him after a few months we had stopped trying and I prayed and thought there was no way I could be pregnant because had barely touched each other in months and I asked God if I'm supposed to stay and work things out give me a positive test. And the next day I got my bfp and couldnt believe it. We have been working on things but the fights have been bad. Hes told me I'm worthless I do nothing for him I'm the worst wife ever. I asked him if he would marry me all over again and he said he honestly didnt know. Hes made comments that I trapped him when we got pregnant with our first. I really dont think he still loves me and it breaks my heart because of everything I've put up with I still love him and I still stayed. I want to ask him about it but he has friends over till the minute he falls asleep.