I’m so sad

My baby girl calls me by my first name. She goes and says “ Ana Ana Ana Ana Ana” as shes looking at me or when he wants my attention or when she want me to pick her up. I’m mama not Ana. She calls her dad DaDa.

It’s not funny. Well it kind of is but I’m mama. I’m the mom I’m not Ana (well I am but you get my point).

She looks nothing like me she has her fathers skin tone and face. I’m four shades darker than she is and people already make comments in how she looks nothing like me. Out in public they thought I was the baby sitter. Now for her to call me Ana. I’m going to cry.

Her daddy thinks it’s funny but it hurts. She got nothing from me. Everything I mean everything is from her father. The same face, same birthmarks, same feet, same skin tone, same hair color, same everything.

All I got that makes me mama is breast feeding and the scar from my c-section. Plus DNA but you can’t see that .

Anywho sorry for my rant.